misguided.

What happens when you look in the mirror,

And don't recognise who you are,

How you stumbled upon this path,

and how you got this far?

My mistakes have made me lose myself,

I'm not who I used to be,

I've lost my passionate spirit,

And just miss being 'me'.

The seductive world of drinking,

Seemed to catch my eye,

The thing i'm most ashamed of,

I just had to say goodbye.

I miss being so driven,

Knowing where I wanted to go,

Being so close with God,

And knowing my faith would show.

I used to be that girl,

That always stood out from the crowd,

For being not of this world,

But it's call just got too loud.

I'm making my way back,

To the path God's wants for me,

To see what he has in store,

And find who i'm meant to be.